Brutal-Rage

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I'm gonna say the n-word.
Negros.

OMFG1!!!!11!!!!!!!               

I'm really mad because I'm sick to death of appealing to fetish art lovers! Unfortunately, I've appealed to a tiny community of heart fetish (laugh if you want, I fucking deserve it) and I did make a bit of money over time and it gave me confidence but as time went on, I found out it's no different than getting some sort of high as it turned out most people in the heart fetish community are bloody BROKE. In order to get some form of attention, I have to do freakin' heart fetish pictures (even more attention if the character is female) but I want to normal or other fetish stuff too and appeal to people with money! I need to live, y'know!

Another thing is that if I want a guarantee for someone to want my art, I have to offer art for core but my work is worth more than £3 and £11! I've slashed my prices by half and it's STILL not enough! I need to do normal art so I can appeal to normal people but I also need attention to gain any sense of relevancy!

I don't know why I didn't take my own advice and that's to STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ALL FETISH COMMUNITIES!! THEY ONLY CARE ABOUT GETTING THEIR FUCKING ROCKS OFF AND IF YOU DON'T SATISFY THEM, THEY'LL LEAVE!! I'll be glad, really. I want people who care about my art to stay and if they want stupid fetish art, they can PAY ME, not give me core. Heck, I even considered doing a discount for non-fetish art but that'll be hard to prove since I can't read the mind of the customer.

TL;DR: Don't be in fetish communities if you value your self-confidence.

Thanks for being the platform for me to rant on. I don't want to make this a journal or anything because I don't want to slag off my own watchers to their faces. Now to make more normal art after a semi-paid obligation. :/